To any of you who may remember me, I hope time has treated you well. Realistically I know it probably hasn't, but a lot of things have changed since I last checked in. I don't use social media much anymore, and I've found a stable career and independence. Some doors have opened, others closed. It's funny how things slowly start to figure themselves out as you get older.
This platform was one of my only sources of positive human contact during my formative years. That is....beyond fucked up. I'm 25 now, and I've finally been able to begin unraveling everything and making sense of it all. I genuinely hope all of you get the same opportunity. I probably won't be coming back, and I don't post regularly anywhere.
If you find this, feel free to reach out! I've long lost track of people since moving out, but I'm always open to a conversation. Even if we ended things on bad terms. My discord is GrunkleSam#6969, and my twitter is @mangomemer.
what up. 2020 was hell lmao. I've taken a long hiatus from my online presence in order to figure out who I am and what I want to be. I'm never really going to be active on this platform again, but I'll occasionally update and leave things up for old time's sake.
If you're interested in keeping up to date, I'm active on twitter and discord!
anyways, here's some updates--
> I'm 24 now. yeesh.
> I'm nonbinary and queer as hell. debating HRT.
> Officially dropped out of college, not sure on if I'm going back or not at this point
> Landed a big boy job, moved to the city, distanced myself from toxic family, and became fully financially independent all in the span of 18 months
>Covid tried to kill me and failed
> Going to therapy soon!! finally gonna process all that
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* Childhood Trauma *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧
..its weird. so much of my adolescence was spent wanting to kill myself over things that are literally irrelevant now. it feels.... nice? different. I hope you're all doing well.
